After You, I Met Myself

[Куплет 1] You said you “need some time” I heard “you’re not enough” Sat on the edge of the bed Scrolling through all of us Cold takeout on the counter My phone face down on the floor I stared at the ceiling for hours Didn’t know who i was anymore [Предприпев] I blamed every mirror Every scar Every fear Tried to fix what was broken Just to keep you here [Припев] But after you I met myself Found a voice i used to hide on some back shelf Yeah I bled Yeah I broke Lost my way in all that smoke Thought i’d drown in all the quiet and the doubt i felt But your goodbye turned into something else After you I met myself [Куплет 2] Your sweater in my closet Hung there like a storm I wore it out of habit Just to feel some kind of warm Then one late sunday morning I pulled it off Packed it away Opened the window a little Let in a different day [Предприпев] I started running at sunrise Started sleeping at night Stopped rehearsing the last fight Started living my life [Припев] ‘Cause after you I met myself Found a strength i never thought i’d ever tell Yeah I cracked Yeah I cried But i came out from the side Where the air is clear The silence finally helps Your goodbye turned into something else After you I met myself [Бридж] I used to ask what i did wrong (every night) Now i ask what i want next (feels right) I used to chase every red flag Just to feel wanted Now i walk slow Talk honest I’m done with feeling haunted (oh) [Припев] After you I met myself I’m not waiting for your hands to be my help Yeah I loved Yeah I lost I can live with what it cost ‘Cause i stand here steady Finally someone else I’m not pieces you abandoned on a shelf Your goodbye turned into something else After you I met myself