Hate That I Care

[Куплет 1] Scroll your page again Thumb’s on fire Face like stone Telling all my friends i’m fine Then stalking every story alone Laughing at their jokes Like you never laughed at mine I’m practicing my eye-roll While my chest steps out of line [Припев] I hate how much i care I’m sick of feeling this aware Counting every glance Like a fool in a solitaire I’m trying to play it cool Like your name’s just any name But every time i see you I rewrite all my rules again I hate how much i care Yeah I hate how much i care [Куплет 2] You say “we’re just close” I say “sure ” Sip something strong You lean into their shoulder And the room turns sharp and wrong I’m smiling Teeth on edge Making jokes i don’t believe You ask “You good?” i nod While my heartbeat clenches sleeves [Припев] I hate how much i care I’m sick of feeling this aware Counting every glance Like a fool in a solitaire I’m trying to play it cool Like your name’s just any name But every time i see you I rewrite all my rules again I hate how much i care Yeah I hate how much i care [Бридж] I know it’s not your fault That i built this secret shrine I know you don’t belong To the script that’s in my mind So why am i defending Feelings i don’t wanna share Saying i don’t even like you While my eyes say “don’t you dare” (don’t you dare) [Припев] I hate how much i care I’m sick of feeling this aware Counting every glance Like a fool in a solitaire I’m trying to play it cool Like your name’s just any name But every time i see you I rewrite all my rules again I hate how much i care Yeah I hate how much i care