Still Here, Still Alive

[Кіріспе] I keep the room quiet While the ceiling learns to breathe [Куплет 1] Your coat still hangs beside the door One sleeve turned inside out I pass it every morning Like a question i can’t answer now [Алдынғы қайырма] I tried to make the silence fit I tried to swallow every word But something underneath my ribs Is waking up, is waking up [Қайырма] I won’t disappear to keep you calm I won’t fold myself into your arms If i break, let every piece be mine I’m still here, i’m still alive [Куплет 2] The kitchen clock skips forward The old sink coughs and runs I read your note in fragments Then i tear it up for once [Алдынғы қайырма] I tried to make the silence fit I tried to swallow every word But something underneath my ribs Is waking up, is waking up [Қайырма] I won’t disappear to keep you calm I won’t fold myself into your arms If i break, let every piece be mine I’m still here, i’m still alive [Брейкдаун] You left your version in my mouth I bit my tongue until it bled I’m done repeating what you wanted I’m done being what you said [Build] I hear my own voice coming back I feel my hands unclench at last [Final chorus] I won’t disappear to keep you calm I won’t fold myself into your arms If i break, let every piece be mine I’m still here, i’m still alive I won’t disappear, i won’t go quiet I won’t let your fear become my life If i break, let every piece be mine I’m still here, i’m still alive [Аутро] Still here Still alive