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[Куплет 1] Eyes on me Every laugh feels borrowed Jokes land I’m loud But my lungs feel hollow Lipstick grin While my hands keep shaking Knuckles white Underneath this table [Алдынғы қайырма] Can they hear my pulse Crashing in my ears Every tiny silence Sounds like all my fears I rehearse my breathing Like a line i missed Don’t let it slip Don’t show them this [Қайырма] I got this porcelain smile Can’t see the cracks yet Holding this pose till my heartbeat forgets Burning up Burning up But i play it polite Smiling outside I’m a landslide inside Hiding the panic in plain sight Hiding the panic in plain sight [Куплет 2] Camera flash Turns my voice to vapor Small talk swims While the floor tilts later I nod along But the words grow distant Every “i’m fine” Feels a little twisted [Алдынғы қайырма] If i say i’m scared Will the room shift Too Or will every pair of eyes Pin me like the truth So i raise my glass Like a fragile shield Keep the mask intact Don’t let it peel [Қайырма] I got this porcelain smile Can’t see the cracks yet Holding this pose till my heartbeat forgets Burning up Burning up But i play it polite Smiling outside I’m a landslide inside Hiding the panic in plain sight Hiding the panic in plain sight [Көпір] Maybe one day i’ll say “I’m not okay” out loud (out loud) Let the tremor in my voice Be allowed somehow But tonight i trace Every practiced line Paint my fear in sugar And call it “doing fine” (doing fine) [Қайырма] I got this porcelain smile Can’t see the cracks yet Holding this pose till my heartbeat forgets Burning up Burning up But i play it polite Smiling outside I’m a landslide inside Hiding the panic in plain sight Hiding the panic in plain sight
